Cant be bothered with all that font formatting like before. Who needs it anyhow. So I forgot to post for a few days... its not like anyone is gonna miss me. "Define ugly" I am thinking as I look in the mirror this morning. I wonder if mirror's were really made to define our character. Who let me wonder? Dont they know its a danger to the psyche?? I still find myself wondering how she's doing. First thing when I wake up, last thing at night. Anyone would think I am in a relationship... dont they know of friendships out there? Take one look and think couple. Gets right up my nose. Not that I'd be complaining IF we were a couple. Yeah right, who'd date me? She wont. Why oh why...